I Hide Part Of Who I Am From My Family

I hide my true self and feelings from my family. When i am with them i am a different person.i love my family but they are so overpowering that i can only take short periods of time with them. My dad has always been on me about being a man and my mother about being strong and successful. I have always been a little feminine growing up. I would wear my friends her clothes and enjoyed it. As i git older i started buying more feminine cloths to wear. My mother in high school set me up with a girl from one of her friends we dated though high school and into college. My parents were happy they though they were changing me. I did change a little i throughtout all of my feminine clothes and would wear what my gf picked out. We have niw since broke up and i have started going back slowly to wearing womens clothes. When i go to my parents i wear guy clothes with panties up them. I have let my hair grow long which they do not like.