I Feel Deeply and Often Get Hurt Because of It

I should have known..
I trusted you.
Am i that naive?





Now that you are about to decide,
Should i decide too - on the big question?
I keep thinking that if i wanna decide, i wanna do it for myself. Not pressured by the societal norms, by my family/yours, our careers, strangers in our lives..
Is it time yet?