I Have Lots On My Mind

When I see people hang out and laugh together I feel sad, because I don't remember what it's like. My family says they care about me but they never ask to hang out anywhere, the one friend I have is busy as well. So I lay here in bed and wonder how do I live this way everyday for years and years. Nothing keeps the emptiness away, I can't seem to find a place I belong to. I will always go searching.