I Have Lots On My Mind

P8 - Easily Irritated... What the heck is wrong w me?! I'm sooo easily irritated easily lately. UGGGH!!! I think it started when my sister coz involved w her current girlfriend. First of all, I want to note that I am NOT homophobic. I am irritated with how loud her girlfriend is and how my sister has suddenly dismissed all of her household duties as well as sharing her responsibilities helping out taking care of the dogs. UGGGH! I hate how I am dubbed all of these responsibilities. I guess because I am more of the responsible one. I don't know. Lately, I've been venting out to my husband who doesn't exactly have the best communication skills. I do my venting and I guess I expect to be comforted. But he doesn't do it. I just want to feel like everything will eventually be all right.

I am planning to hold a family intervention tomorrow. A part of me is nervous, but mostly I am anxious. I've never done this before. I'm good with words so I am not worried about what I am going to say. Just never done something like this and I've never experienced any other family member doing this.