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I Learned A Lesson

I don't know why but multiple broken people have already crossed paths with me. in the past year alone, 3 suicidal pals have opened up to me. 2 of which said that I am the only one whom they told about they're mental state.

helping suicidal people is a noble act. but in no way will I ever allow my future child to be some hopeless person's last lifeline.

ghaad. I used to be a a pretty rational and positive person. I'm afraid, constantly spending time with twisted-minded people have also already slowly twisted my mind as well. What happened to me?

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BetweenKittensandRiots · 36-40, MVIP

I am sad at times but I will never hurt myself.

I promise everyone that much. I have suffered at the hands of the undeserving so much that I am determined to survive for as long as possible and not take an early exit because if I do that then the bastards have ground me down and won.

and they cannot have that. and I don't really think being in a relationship anymore will be a silver bullet that prevents my occasional blue spells. I just need monthly maintenence I seem to have a cycle and I break down eventually.