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I Want To Lay My Head On Your Chest And Listen To Your Heart

When I would do this with him, his heart was always beating so fast, even at rest. I thought for sure he was going to pass out or have a heart attack. It was just his normal heart rate or maybe I made his heart beat fast. Our time together was pretty exciting, even for someone used to high adrenaline activity like flying and skiing, and making love all night.

This is so hard. (ahem...he always was too)

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tjw747

So is all of this in the past tense for a reason?

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tjw747

Sorry to hear that - I sense the pain in your words. Its SO hard sometimes to move on from a special person like that...I once was even the one to end a relationship with someone who had treated me better than anyone ever had - the reason being that I simply could not trust her, and if I even thought about marrying her, I would have a sleepless night, because I just KNEW it would be a disaster. When that relationship ended, I was simply and totally unable to date anyone - had no desire even to ask anyone out for at least a full year... But I've since moved on, and have been married now, going on my 16th year...

ijustneed2talk · 51-55, F

Thank you for sharing that. I kind of wonder about the reasons he dumped me. It was so good with us and he was genuine. Our love for each other seemed like such a special irreplaceable thing. It turns out I was wrong. I get the sense he was a little surprised too. I mean he just thought it would take such a long time to be together and found this other lady and then just ended it with me. I guess at least he was honest.

tjw747

It happens like that sometimes. Within a few weeks after meeting my wife, I knew I wanted to marry her. It's so unpredictable - you just NEVER know when you're going to meet someone that will dramatically change (and even become a part of) your life! I used to thing that I had an irrational fear of marriage. But with her - all the fears went away...

I suspect that he genuinely cared for you (as I did the woman before my wife - still do actually, if I ever were to run into her again) - but when someone just comes along that impacts you in a way you never imagined, it's hard to ignore it... BTW - have you ever seen the film (on Netflix) called the Secret?

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