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My friend is more gentle than the guy I'm supposed to be dating... I can't help but think he only wanna sleep with me but I think that about every guy who shows interest in me so idk I can be more open with my friend but not with him ... I should probably end it but finding a guy who likes me who is decent enough is hard. .. idk what to do tbh