I Cant Do This Anymore

I hate all of these feeling that I have, all of these thoughts. Why? Why me?? What did I do so wrong to deserve all of this pain? All of these tears and thoughts? Maybe I will just disappear... then I'll be gone and you will just live your life like I was never here. It'll all be like I was never here. I'm just one person, a speck in this huge world, a tiny speck in everyone's life that I know. What's one less person right? It'll be okay. Just be happy, I'll never forget everything for as long as I live... I'm sorry...