I Miss My Ex-girlfriend

I love my current girlfriend with all my heart but everyone will always hold a little flame in their heart for their first love. Our relationship ended on horrible terms and she didn't even have the guts to dump me to my face after 3 years of dating. I never saw here again after that last time saying goodbye and see you next week at the train station. She wanted to stay friends, I decided it would be too hard after what she did and we have neither spoke nor seen each other for over 4 years now. Even after the horrible way in which she dumped me and the pain she put me through I still think about her regularly. Not fondly, just about her. I miss the good times we had yes but I would never take her back. That chapter of my life closed when she walked out of it. I care not for the person she is now, I could walk past her in the street and not stop to give her the time of day but I still miss how it was when we were madly in love.