I Never Will Forget You

Even when we stop talking forever in few days.. Even when i turn 30 years old and trying to get few things done.. Even when i'm 80 and just sitting there alone trying to reminisce my life, i will always remember you. You are literally my female version, my other half, my everything. I'm sorry it had to come down to this way. I really don't know how i would make it alone in life. I was always alone and never had any true friends, just some school/college mates. Then i found you and i finally found out how beautiful and colourful life could be, but now it's going to end too.. Just promise me to always remember me as someone who tried. Someone who was seriously misunderstood all the time and always ended up as the asshole of the year even if he never really wanted to because he had good intentions but he would let it slip, because everyone was having a happy ending so he would be fine ending up alone and hated by everyone as long as they are having their happy ending. I never really wanted to be alone, i had no other choice.