I Am Ruled By My Emotions

Being at the bitter end of someone who battles mood swings can be very painful and confusing,
Being the person who battles mood swings every minute of every day is torture.
It's a constant battle a roller coaster of emotions.

I have given up trying to explain myself, how do you explain something you don't understand yourself.

The harder I try to suppress my emotions and mood swings,
The more I feel a thunder storm brewing inside me.

When I finally explode,
It's always the people closest to me I hurt the most,
No one deserves the emotional outrage that follows.

The guilt knowing that your inability to control your emotions and moods have done so much harm and destroyed so much more.