I Hate Violence

I try to despise it as much as possible, and I try to avoid it, but violence is part of my nature, sadly. I grew up in a violent environment, verbal and physical violence was normal in my house and my family uses violence as a form of communication even today.

So violence is such a common thing to me. I don't want to use it, but that's the example I always had and I can be easy to rage and impulsive reactions because of this.

Sadly my family is back to my life since some time, and I see my mood is becoming more and more aggressive in everyday life.
I want to leave, again, and this time I know that nothing would change if I'd come back. I had to protect myself.