I Am Looking For a Past Life Love

I actually am not looking for my a past life Love I found her. And I wasn't looking for her to begin with. My life got turned upside down when I found my past life fiance. And our child.I was a musician on the Titanic my fiance was pregnant with our daughter I didn't make it home I drowned with the titanic. After I died my fiance from the past left our daughter at 6 years old and in this life she takes care of her mother she has been taking care of her for 9 years. When I met my fiance in this lifetime I wrote her a song posted it on Facebook the date was April 14th, I didn't know until a year later we had a past life together and my last day on titanic before I died was April 14th,1912, when we met in this life a white butterfly landed on her hand for 12 seconds she told me I don't know why I feel you I know we just met but I feel a deep connection. And we met online she lives in the Philippines I live in America and she was feeling that. Later I wrote her a song called filipino butterfly because in this life she is filipino. And later I learned my body floated to Canada and was buried in Nova Scotia , I looked up the word Nova to find out what it means and in native America culture Nova means chasing butterfly!!! I remember the day I found out we had a past life I was looking at pictures of titanic and sending it to her because it was romantic and I said I feel like we probably had a past life long ago. Then later I was on pinterest and was randomly looking at the real band members and families on titanic I saw a band member something inside me said ....is that me....hmmmmmm..... then I saw another man and his family back home. I stopped and said THAT'S ME!!! then I showed my fiance the picture of the man John Hume that was who I used to be and his fiance and I didn't think anything yet and then she said LOOK AT HER FACE SIERRA SHE LOOKS LIKE ME!!! I took a drep breath and said..... I DONT WANNA LOOK! she said LOOK AT IT. SAME EYES SAME NOSE SAME MOUTH!!! THE ONLY DIFFERENCE IS SHE IS WHITE AND I AM FILIPINO!!! and I was SO SHOCKED I SAID OH MY GOD OH MY GOD IT DOES IT LOOKS LIKE YOU OH MY GOD!!!!!!