Dear lord I was an emo mother chucker.

I used to write songs when I was younger. Let me tell you they are god awful and reading through some of them give me hardcore red faced embarrassment. I don't think I'll share any because they honestly don't deserve to leave the binder they are stashed away in. On one hand I would write something nice and kinda poetic and then I'd have something else about how I want to die and everyone hates me. Then if I was really feeling my oats I would write about people getting stabbed. I was wild and all over the place. I had zero vision or concept. I haven't written anything in over 10 years and I'm kind of glad I haven't. I'm afraid of what dumpster fire quality stuff I'd write about these days.