I Don't Understand
Within the 10 years we were friends I have never stood you up. I have always been a listening ear for you and I helped you when you put yourself in the worst kind of situations. I may not always have the answers but I supported you even when you were the biggest jerk to me, in the end when you were in trouble I stood by your side. When people gave you a hard time I was there to defend you against them even if you were wrong.
Now I made a mistake, a big one, which I up till today still regret. I get that you are still upset but I don't get that you are easily able to throw away a decade of good times.
I am sorry but still I faced the consequenses head on and I faced the accusations and threatning from your family without fighting against it even though they were so far off from the truth. Doesn't that mean anything to you? I am not asking you to be fine with it in just a day but I like to know that we do still are on speaking terms. Which I feel that we are not anymore.
Now I made a mistake, a big one, which I up till today still regret. I get that you are still upset but I don't get that you are easily able to throw away a decade of good times.
I am sorry but still I faced the consequenses head on and I faced the accusations and threatning from your family without fighting against it even though they were so far off from the truth. Doesn't that mean anything to you? I am not asking you to be fine with it in just a day but I like to know that we do still are on speaking terms. Which I feel that we are not anymore.
41-45, M