I do have a son, he's 12 though, and not so much a baby anymore, and 2 teenage stepkids :( All much too old to think I am cool enough to spend time with.
I am sorry about your losses, I have always wanted more children, but after 2 miscarriages, and a lot of trying and not conceiving after, and my diabetes, getting worse from poor eating habits I figure I will not be blessed in that way again.