I Never Wanted To Live

One of these days coming, I know I'm gonna be strung up some tree. You can go ahead and say life is amazing but it takes time but no its like I was created only for these demons to drag me down when I could have just stayed as a soul maybe in heaven if it exists. Reality is a huge kick in the face, the fact some of us are able to see the bullish*t clear as day is not a gift...constantly being bombarded by it