I Have Heart Failure

I suffered heart failure in April and was in a coma for 10 days nearly died and was in hospital a further month till I was fit enough to come home .I was then bed bound a further few weeks as I was too weak to get down stairs .I am now slowly getting stronger but rely on a mobility scooter to get around outdoors .I cant drive and due to go back to hospital to have an implant fitted in my chest to regulate my heart which is now only working at 25 percent and kick start it should it stop . I now feel like a pill bottle being kept alive on loads of medication .Now I live day to day in the hope I wake up each morning and live another day .