When was the last time you felt low, bottom low, like you wanted to disappear from this life forever? [I Random Thoughts]

When I was 23 I had no work experience. I graduated from community College but still didn't get hired. I applied at SOOO MANY JOBS but still no luck. I kind of felt a little depressed. One night I was laying down and prayed so hard repeating myself, praying to God for help. I think I even shed a tear asking for a job. About a week or so later I was hired. It was a good feeling finally being able to work. I feel like I was giving up hope not knowing what I'm going to do with my life. I change my mindset, pray, AND think positive thoughts.

Knew I couldn't get any lower and changed my mentality. Slowly.

I'm there now. I keep going because I have no choice

Now

Most of the time.