I Admit That I'm Scared

I have a sinking feeling I've been officially cut off. I'm scared because I have no idea what's going to happen to me. I won't be able to afford living where I live. They might take my car away. I won't be able to have the most fantastic outfits for going out anymore. I won't be able to go out anymore. I'll have to starve because I cant cook. No more cocaine,I'll have to settle for crack. No more gaultier, no more commes de garcon, no more anything.

I'm going to have to live in the slums,take the bus and suffer. I'll never be happy again if it really has happened.