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I Want To Diee

The end is near. I can feel it as if were a part of me. I am excited for it. In all associations with death, peace is the most common. It makes me happy. Though I have no idea where I must go, I will still be at a never ending peace, even if such a peace involves no thoughts whatsoever. If anything I think too much.

The day I was brought into this miserable world is far more frightening to me than the day I will be leaving it.

Or perhaps I am the problem. Perhaps I am the unfavorable species, unfit for survival. Nevertheless, the only light I can see is in my own demise. In 16 years, I must have worked hard enough to be deemed worthy of an end.

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zorba04

Wait! so young and already hopeless? Sounds like it to me. Think about this: give yourself a chance, if you think no one else will, even to include all those that are closest to you, everyone deserves it, more so yourself. I was once there too, but I never gave up although to do oneself in was a sweet proposition at that time, I was hopeless and helpless, but when I thought I really love myself that's when I resolved to fight for me
It's not gonna be easy, do you believe in God? He loves you. If it were not for that belief I won't be writing this to you.

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