I Think I Am Cursed

There is no damn way i'm not cursed. First my uncle dies this year and now my grandmother has a mass on her lung which I can bet my fcking life on the cause was smoking!! I have told her not to ever since I knew what it was. Fck life if the world wants to torture me then why not make me sick? Like kill me!!! Not someone else just to hurt me SEND ME TO FCKING HELL IF IT WANT TO!! yeah see why i'm crazy now? YEah thanks alot just learned this today!!