I Wish He Loved Me Half As Much As He Loves Her

When he finally comes into my life, everything will be better. I'll wake in the morning and know who I am, I'll feel my place in the world. He'll heal all my broken parts and turn them into something beautiful. We will smile everyday. we won't always talk about our troubles, but we won't need to, because being together fades those troubles away. He'll see beneath everything, and love what is there, the true person I am. He'll make me smile to numb the pain and he'll show me the entire world. We can travel together but instead of sightseeing we would find ourselves. He'll reassure me that everything would be okay, and for the first time in my life, I'd believe it, because with him, it felt real, I could really sense the light at the end of the tunnel, perhaps ill already be in that light.

but none of this will happen, because he's gone, and he left me behind. He's in love with someone else.