I Need Someone To Comfort Me And Tell Me I Will Be Okay

Today I lost the love of my life. Things haven't been working out for us. For the last couple of years we've been trying to have a child with no luck. Both of us knew it would be difficult to do our age. She seemed more depressed than usual today. She opened up to me that she wants a baby so bad that she thought about going out and having a one night stand in the hopes of getting pregnant. I was crushed. I know she wouldn't actually do that. She even said so herself. After awhile she told me she just needed time to herself, to get herself together. I haven't heard from her since. She even shut down her Facebook page. I think this is her way of cutting me out. I don't think she is coming back to me.