I Love to Be Loved and to Give Love
No one know what the other side of the mirror holds that Infinity of not knowing is greater and deeper than anything known or imagined... I don't know how much I love you ... that's how much I do >^.^<
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Beatbox34 · 31-35, M
I don't do either. I don't give it or take it now.
It's been healthier for me that way.
It's been healthier for me that way.
Beatbox34 · 31-35, M
@CJCJD Call me a coward. I don't mind at all.
I did love a person. I loved her so much that I watched her burn my life, send me to depression and even burn my fucking life to the ground as if it never mattered. Yes I'm a coward now and anyone in my place would be one too.
The irony is the more you love a person, the more they'll screw you over.
I did love a person. I loved her so much that I watched her burn my life, send me to depression and even burn my fucking life to the ground as if it never mattered. Yes I'm a coward now and anyone in my place would be one too.
The irony is the more you love a person, the more they'll screw you over.
CJCJD · 36-40, M
Nothing is a waste of time if you learn from it. Nothing is hopeless everything is your choice .
CJCJD · 36-40, M
I have loved many, many whom needed to be shown compassion because they have never felt the trust of a person that would walk through fire and simply say now what else can I do for you ... love & kindness are always the secret ingredient... selfless acts for others shape who we are.
Beatbox34 · 31-35, M
@CJCJD I never loved her for anything if that's what you're thinking.
I never asked her for anything. I never will either. I just wanted a person to be by my side, I wanted a person to love me back and a person to stick through the hardest of times. Love isn't a one way street. It's as bitter as marriage. Not everyday is going to be linear. It's a crooked line but you need to make it to the end. That's love if you made it.
Secondly, at the end of my relationship I saw that she never gave a shit about me. She didn't bother if I lived or died. Heck it took me a while to understand that I was never loved in the first place because she went back for her ex which just made me the rebound. You mentioned that I expected something in return right? I gave more than I could. I sacrificed my career to be with her.
At end I ended up with nothing. Just despair and the memories of her screwing with my head.
I never asked her for anything. I never will either. I just wanted a person to be by my side, I wanted a person to love me back and a person to stick through the hardest of times. Love isn't a one way street. It's as bitter as marriage. Not everyday is going to be linear. It's a crooked line but you need to make it to the end. That's love if you made it.
Secondly, at the end of my relationship I saw that she never gave a shit about me. She didn't bother if I lived or died. Heck it took me a while to understand that I was never loved in the first place because she went back for her ex which just made me the rebound. You mentioned that I expected something in return right? I gave more than I could. I sacrificed my career to be with her.
At end I ended up with nothing. Just despair and the memories of her screwing with my head.
CJCJD · 36-40, M
@Beatbox34 you do you I guess. I've been there again and again theres never going to be an equal to your giving. you will never understand how deep the other side of the mirror is (get it?)... to love is to understand you are vulnerable to the fact that you will never know. That's why it's so exciting