I Love to Be Loved and to Give Love

Does he even feel my pain or is he merely feeling sorry for me .... Words that were once loving and kind Are now without feeling... A generic .response .. Im sorry you feel bad. Really is this affecting you at all ? Did i mean anything to you? It was juat a dream that is now over. .. Every morning i wake up hoping he still cares... Hoping he thinks of me and wants to reach out and say i am still special to him .. His love was a love that i cannot forget.. A once in a lifetime love. I cannot be angry for he brought me joy and laughter and touched me down to my soul ..