I watched my dad starve himself and was helpless to do anything about it. What I saw I will never be able to forget. I'm sad and angry at the same time. Ugh.
I am so sorry for your loss. I can only imagine how hard that must have been for you. I hope you're able to find some help that works for you and you can recover from this.
@Spoiledbrat oh he went to the hospital a lot, but if u sign a legal document stating u don't want a feeding tube, there aren't many options to make him eat.