I Lost a Friendship

so finally today she's leaving 2 days before her birthday and I'm a bit better but the pain is sort of unbearable but I'm trying to let go 6 years and my first friend in my town and now she's leaving I just want to say I love her more than I can imagine and I just want her to be happy and now after so many days of sadness I'm trying to just get over her and I hope that wherever she is she's happy and I hope she meets me when she comes back for her vacations I just want to hug her 1 last time I can't do it as I'm not in town I just hope she feels how much I love her :( I love her and I care about her more than me