I Need a Friend

I feel like I'm finally at the end. Losing my mind. I've always wished to have someone to tell everything to. To just sit in silence with. To just keep me with them. I've contemplated creating "Ads" for someone just to be with physically. Give me there time and attention. Preferably male, preferably older, preferably someone who actually cares. Someone who I can physically be with. No this is not me looking for an intimate relationship. I have a boyfriend. I'm just looking for a friendship that's beyond good. Someone who is able to take me away from reality. Make me into a new individual.