I don't think it's too late for you to get back up. I think there is still a small ray of hope in you and that's why you're sharing this so that people would tell you not to
I know I am. Just don't worry bro, I know it's tough but it's the voice inside your head that you just can't seem too get rid of and this will just bring you down cuz the more you think of it the more it will eat you up. You just need a bit of motivation and guidance and definitely some distraction. I know you can fight this and stick with that hope (even if it's small) inside you.
UnexpectedFlaw
I found this ask.fm that seems to help people with advice. I just thought I should tell people. www.ask.fm/StepIntoMyOffice