I Am Not Happy
And I never will be. There is nothing to be happy about, not in this world. Unless you create an alternate reality for yourself and pretend all of life's troubles don't exist. Ignorance really is bliss, all the happy-go-lucky people around you are living proof of that. Sometimes I wish I could be like that. But then that would only make me as delusional as everyone else. And life is just too real for me anyway.