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Taking the fall for others isn't an excuse for your own self destructive actions right?
This girl I know always takes the heat if something goes wrong, even if it ain't her fault, but then she has a few unhealthy habits herself but says it's fine because she's used to being told off? ............ I dunno........ Just seems like a weird cycle.... Self harm and alcohol abuse are some things she's become accustomed to for quite a while but idk..... Makes me think she got a lot of heat off of her parents for that when she was younger so it goes bad behaviour > mad higher up person > apologies > unhealthy habit to cope > repeat I can't help but think she's using that as a shield for some sort of "i deserve to be punished" sort of thing y'know? Uuuuuuuuuuuuuugh... Still, that's not to say I'm judging her... I'm just baffled by her logic.
This girl I know always takes the heat if something goes wrong, even if it ain't her fault, but then she has a few unhealthy habits herself but says it's fine because she's used to being told off? ............ I dunno........ Just seems like a weird cycle.... Self harm and alcohol abuse are some things she's become accustomed to for quite a while but idk..... Makes me think she got a lot of heat off of her parents for that when she was younger so it goes bad behaviour > mad higher up person > apologies > unhealthy habit to cope > repeat I can't help but think she's using that as a shield for some sort of "i deserve to be punished" sort of thing y'know? Uuuuuuuuuuuuuugh... Still, that's not to say I'm judging her... I'm just baffled by her logic.
26-30, M
