I Want To Express What I Feel
There comes some days when suddenly you feel lost, empty and a sudden gushed of sadness envelopes your being without any particular reason. The worst part is you have to smile and pretend that this feeling doesn't exist, because you have to work and there no one cares whether your sad inside or dying inside, cause that's how it is.
When you got home and tired from everything, maybe not literally alone because your living with roommates but you still feel alone. You stay up late making yourself busy with social media, with your phone or movies. It's almost morning and you are not able to sleep yet.
Another day of survival and pretending sometimes your getting used to this loneliness but there at the back of your mind, there's small still voice wishing everything was different and there is someone who can be there for you...
When you got home and tired from everything, maybe not literally alone because your living with roommates but you still feel alone. You stay up late making yourself busy with social media, with your phone or movies. It's almost morning and you are not able to sleep yet.
Another day of survival and pretending sometimes your getting used to this loneliness but there at the back of your mind, there's small still voice wishing everything was different and there is someone who can be there for you...
31-35, F
