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i feel happy dancin to the music people laugh and talk around me a guy winks at me from a group of friends i look but turn away suddenly he is by my side we chat and touch i say my good byes polite to leave him he looks strange i leave the party go to the loo up the stairs i pass to the door on the right as i walk in i hear the door close behind me my admirer is there i am trapped he smiles and as i try to turn away to leave he pushes me back to the wall his hand on my mouth i try to loosen his grip he is on top of me it hurts but it doesnt stop then as if god has heard my prayer he goes and leaves me laying there thinkin what i lost at what cost am i bad to deserve such treatment maybe i led him on my be my dress was to short thoughts engulf me as i now feel ashamed broken and confused