I Have Been Possessed

I need deliverance, from these demons. They are as sick as you can get, and I am the one who get's blamed for what they are doing to me. People saying that it's a part of my personality. I rebuke it whenever it rears it's ugly head, and I fight for my innocents. But That is not enough, I want complete freedom from these demons...I've searched youtube for deliverance prayers and found some spot on prayers exactly what I'm going through but I'm still bound to these demonic entities afterwards. I need a miracle....I don't ever want to give into satans inticements and sin against my family members, but I'm worn out from all of the fighting, and am just here. Ignoring it. Satan said oh she will never admit to it, no I will expose you satan, it wasn't me but you who sinned against my youngest son, and I rebuked you throughout it all, and you know it....And you are playing my family doctor and my therapist against me...Telling them lies that I'm sinning when in fact you are sinning and I am just aware of it and that you are blaming it on me. And you failed to mention how I rebuked you through it all because you are super sick, and you got people calling me the sicko, NO, you are the sicko satan not me. I trust in God that all of this will come out into the light for all to see, that I was innocent and satan was attacking me and my family members, from my dad, to my grandpa to my son. Though I would never act upon what satan plants into my head and makes me feel. It's disgusting and I am appauled by it. You wish to come in between me and my loved ones, I will cast you out to the deepest depths of hell before you ever get me to sin against one of my loved ones! I hate you satan burn in hell!