My day started like hell opened up internally. I was supposed to have woken up early and spend the day with my wife so we can relax. It's been stressful and chaotic the past two weeks. But we had stayed up the night before so naturally I slept in. On top of that disappointment, the familiar sense of worthlessness, abandonedment, and loss hit me. I tried so hard fighting it today. I'm just exhausted.
But I want to be grateful for the good things right now and to admire the beauty that's all around us.
This is a wood burning I'm still working on as a gift to my trainee who recently got promoted. Also, I'm using an upgraded woodburning pen so I have more control.
Another wood burning, but using my old school burner.
Heck the wolf was created with it too.
This hobby that helps me clear my head, and after a morning like this, I'm going to see what else I want to create. I'm gonna brand my leather tool pouch right now. Just need to relax.
@Vivaci I really am. I love her to pieces. She treats me right and has given me more than I deserve. She loves me so much more than I realize and for a powerful love like that to be mutual, it's amazing. She knows what state I was in and loved me anyways. Because of her, I can go to school now, and with our combined efforts we're moving out this Friday to be together.
But that's just the big changes coming...she's already done the best thing for me. She supported me and my faith when my own family turned against me and made me question where I stood before God. She helps me fight spiritual battles, while I help her fight physical ones (lol I wish I was joking on the last part 馃槄). I really needed her like she needs me, so I'm happy every day knowing she's in my life.
@XReaganX That's so incredibly beautiful...and I know bout all your struggles before you met her...of course, you were facing too many hardships. Really happy for you, dearest Oph...馃槏馃挏
