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I Drink to Numb Myself

I like myself when I drink. I'm fun and easy going. I don't feel my chronic pain when I drink. I don't feel anxiety or depression when I drink. I feel good. I feel numb.
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Annie1899 · 36-40, F
It all sounds good! How often do you drink?
AmayaTsuki · 36-40, F
Very. Almost every night. I don't get plastered. Just a few so I can chill out.
Annie1899 · 36-40, F
I like that feeling you're talking about. I feel in love with the world.
AmayaTsuki · 36-40, F
@Annie1899: Exactly. I feel at peace. Whatever was bothering me just ceases to be and I can just relax. Plus, I'm super fun when I drink, or so I've been told.
Annie1899 · 36-40, F
Do you have a go-to drink?
AmayaTsuki · 36-40, F
Red wine or beer, depending on my mood. I really love Cabernet, if it's wine. I'm a big fan of saison, if it's beer. I've also been known to drink vodka cokes, if that's all I've got lol
Annie1899 · 36-40, F
I prefer beer. Wine can make me sleepy. And with beer, I don't drink too fast.
AmayaTsuki · 36-40, F
True, I do tend to drink faster with wine. All alcohol makes me sleepy, which I don't mind much. Truthfully, I'll drink whatever is in the house.
Annie1899 · 36-40, F
@AmayaTsuki: I guess if it makes you sleepy in the end, there really isn't time for you to overdrink.
AmayaTsuki · 36-40, F
Haha I can still over drink, but I don't do it often. Just enough to feel good.
Annie1899 · 36-40, F
@AmayaTsuki: What's the drunkest you've gotten recently?
AmayaTsuki · 36-40, F
Last Thursday I drank until I passed out. I forget how much I drank, but it was quite a bit lol
Annie1899 · 36-40, F
@AmayaTsuki: What were you drinking?
AmayaTsuki · 36-40, F
Started with a few beers, then wine. Somehow ended up drinking martinis, even though I hate them.
Annie1899 · 36-40, F
@AmayaTsuki: That's so funny. Were you out with friends?
AmayaTsuki · 36-40, F
One friend. I went to her place to do her hair. Then alcohol happened.
Annie1899 · 36-40, F
@AmayaTsuki: Like a miracle.
AmayaTsuki · 36-40, F
Ha, her hair ended up not being pretty, but we had fun either way