I Am Determined To Be Happy, Happy, Happy

I just recovered from surgery going back to work today and no longer vomiting after 3 years. Next month I'm asking for a raise I'm #1 for the year at my work. I have scholarships I can use to get a full ride for school. I'm different from the person I was a year ago. I don't even recognized the emotional mess I used to be. As soon as I move away from my Mom all the suicidal thoughts went away. Didn't matter if I broke up with a girlfriend or kept vomiting She wasn't able to trap me anymore or abuse the shit out of me :)