I Want Someone Who'll Stay, No Matter How Complicated I Am

I sometimes don't know the person I am. I can be this perky, positive person who makes you laugh and will always be able to find a silver lining in every cloud... and then I can be this lump of miserable, self-pitying blahness walking around on two legs.

I think that makes me difficult to handle. I am unpredictable. I sometimes don't want to talk to people, yet I feel upset when there's no one around.

The fluctuations between the two wears me out.