It happens

I could say that I'm no longer afraid of being rejected, although I have now found the courage to not deny my faith I would be lying to say that there's not a part of me that would still like the applause and attention I once had.
On a social platform such as this, where we all try so hard to be seen in a good light it is very hard to admit to anything as vain as this.
But, when I analyzed that attention I began to realize it was more about the entertainment value I could bring then for myself alone.
Vanity of vanties a chasing after the wind.