I Have Just Had A Miscarriage

my heart is absolutely shattered and my mouth has no words to speak. I have felt lost and broken. I am still trying to figure out why this happened to my baby girl, I have yet to come up with any logical explanation. I have done everything right. My heart stopped beating for a second when the doctor told me you didn’t have a beat at all. I will forever have to wonder what you would’ve been like. What it would’ve been like to hold you for the first time. When you’d take your first steps, talk for the first time. What your laugh would sound like. Who your first kiss would be, where it would be. Where you’d go to college. Who you’d be when you grew up. I’ll have to some how live life knowing my baby isn’t living hers. If love could’ve saved this baby, she would’ve lived her life forever. You are so loved my sweet angel baby. Rest easy up there baby girl 💗 mommy loves you forever.