I Cut My Self

Im Done... I just want it all to be over
the pain
the crying

im tired of feeling like im not good enough
im tired of trying to make you want me
when clearly you dont
im tired of hoping that one day you could give me a chance

i cant wait until i get home
then i can pull out my favorite knife
and hack away at my stupid ugly skin

i hate my weight
all my stupid scars
my ugly ugly hair
and stupid green eyes
i hate myself

i want to cut
i want to die