I Have Weird Dreams

Yesterday, I had a dream about being on the graveyard. There was a grave of a girl in my age and I thought that it's no longer odd to die so young. In that dream, I was still in high school but I had been absent for a very long period of time. My schoolmate, who in fact is my former college schoolmate, came to me because he needed some school formality from me. He asked when would I come back to school but I felt I will never return. It looked as if I was seriously ill but at the same time, as if there was nothing wrong with me. I just felt that the death is near and that I was even reconciled with the thought. I almost felt relieved that I no longer had to bother with anything anymore. As I was talking to my friend, I saw myself as if from the perspective of someone else and I saw a nice, jolly girl, with not entirely unpleasant face and I could imagine how someone else could find me desirable. I felt desirable and wanted to be desired. When I woke up, I wasn't sure if the grave I saw wasn't actually mine and in the dream, I was someone else...