I Am So Confused About How I Should Feel And What Should I Do

I have whined and complained and vented about this situation i am...trying to figure it all out. I am so confused and lost and not sure of what to think. My heart mind and gut say hes honest but than there is another part of me that says hes lying and everytime i listen to this voice i am very wrong and generally that little voice convinces me they are truthful while my heart mind and gut say they are lying..but thus time its reverse so maybe i am looking thru rose coloured glasses...sigh...i wish i could read people minds