Lonely A Lot [I Like Being Alone But Hate Being Lonely]

I feel for you, I know that feeling some. I live alone, work very odd swing shifts (useful when I work these shifts, but deeply know inside it perpetuates the feeling and the chances of being alone continued). I've been known as I love to read, but I am the quiet type often, and find being at home distracting to read (too many things I could tend to) I used to just go out to a pub to read a book. That became too routine after awhile and then the pandemic hit and the places I found becoming too routine became missed. I'd talk about work, with what family and friends I have, but my off time from work is escaping a job I don't always love.

I hope you find something. Like suggested before, maybe try a hobby or something?

I'm on Disability as well and that's part of how I got in this state of loneliness, it's been one fucking hell of a slow moving 15 years.


Everyone else is complaining about being shut in during the pandemic and I'm like Oh Goddess I've become Hikkimori....

Im the type of person who likes to lock themselves in their room all day with no social contact just food and Netflix and people kinda forcing me
Out
But at same time complain about being lonely 😂

I can definitely relate. I live alone in a small one-bedroom apartment. At one time I had many friends on Facebook, then I made a startling discovery. Which was... that we all have been lied to about what the Earth actually is. I found a lot of evidence that the Earth we all live upon is most definitely [u]NOT[/u] a massive ball spinning in an infinite space vacuum. I'm still unsure of what the Earth is in reality, but I am 100% sure that it is most definitely [u]NOT[/u] what we were led to believe.

I am totally disabled due to a drug overdose that occurred on January 1, 1995. As a result, I can no longer speak or walk.

You sound like an open-minded person whom I would like to get to know. Maybe even exchange E-mail with one day. I'm not a newbee on SW, but I don't log in daily. Therefore I don't know much about it. I'd like to send you a friend request, but I don't know how. I will try, but if I am unsuccessful I would very much like it if you sent me one.

Take care SleepyPrincess

Maybe finding a hobby or something to learn to enjoy your time and feel more productive could be helpful.

Same