I Am Self Destructive

I'm very aware of my self-destructive nature. Even as I do the things that pull me closer to some gutter somewhere, I think about it, it's almost like I pre-regret things, so when the time comes to do them, I've already felt like shit for it and do it anyway. It's a very good method for getting yourself to a position where you can blame the world for everything and destroy yourself even faster. I'm probably going to publish it, do a few seminars around the world, slowly build up a cult. Those dudes always seem to have a happy time and a purpose.

I need more cereal and another smoke, before the cult idea becomes a more attractive idea.