I Have Been to a Night Club
So I've been so lonely lately,and want a young woman's company that I went to a night club in hopes of meeting a girl.
There use to be a night club where mostly young women in their 20s would try to dance with me, even though I was 30 already and I would apologize for not knowing how to dance. One time 2 girls pulled me into the dance floor, but I slowly and embarrassingly receded back to the sidelines, back to being a wall flower. :( But sad also is this night club closed. I heard there was a new night club in where this used to be but not as famous.
I was going to check out this new night club but they were close. There were 2 other night clubs in the area. I chose the cheaper one. Though in my late 30s I actually got carded as I'm rather youngish looking. I did not like the club though. The music were not to my taste and neither were the girls attracted to that kind of music, sure they were young, but not my type. I just went home after an hour cause I couldn't bear it much longer.
I looked for local night clubs in my area when I got home. I found out the night club I wanted to check out was open the next day. So there I went.
It was smaller as it was renovated, partially taken up by a restaurant. Surprisingly I didnt get carded. The music they played was similar, disco, many 80s and some 90s music. There were a few young people but it mostly consisted of people over 30. There was a couple there that I enjoyed watching. Maybe they were in their 50s or 60s but they seemed so in love. And I wonder if my life had worked out could I have been as happy as they were. To me they were the highlight of the evening.
Later on the couple did leave. The younger people started dancing and a little later on a few more young people arrived.
There was an older crowd there, and a woman I particularly enjoyed watching her dancing, as it was lively and sometimes humorous. She may have been way past her 20s but her spirit was young.
Well I did go home sad cause no girl talked to me. I got a few stares from women, perhaps because of my youthful look stood out, not necessarily that they found me attractive? But overall I'm glad I went, just to peer into the worlds of other people, though it makes me cry that I haven't and perhaps never know their happiness.
There use to be a night club where mostly young women in their 20s would try to dance with me, even though I was 30 already and I would apologize for not knowing how to dance. One time 2 girls pulled me into the dance floor, but I slowly and embarrassingly receded back to the sidelines, back to being a wall flower. :( But sad also is this night club closed. I heard there was a new night club in where this used to be but not as famous.
I was going to check out this new night club but they were close. There were 2 other night clubs in the area. I chose the cheaper one. Though in my late 30s I actually got carded as I'm rather youngish looking. I did not like the club though. The music were not to my taste and neither were the girls attracted to that kind of music, sure they were young, but not my type. I just went home after an hour cause I couldn't bear it much longer.
I looked for local night clubs in my area when I got home. I found out the night club I wanted to check out was open the next day. So there I went.
It was smaller as it was renovated, partially taken up by a restaurant. Surprisingly I didnt get carded. The music they played was similar, disco, many 80s and some 90s music. There were a few young people but it mostly consisted of people over 30. There was a couple there that I enjoyed watching. Maybe they were in their 50s or 60s but they seemed so in love. And I wonder if my life had worked out could I have been as happy as they were. To me they were the highlight of the evening.
Later on the couple did leave. The younger people started dancing and a little later on a few more young people arrived.
There was an older crowd there, and a woman I particularly enjoyed watching her dancing, as it was lively and sometimes humorous. She may have been way past her 20s but her spirit was young.
Well I did go home sad cause no girl talked to me. I got a few stares from women, perhaps because of my youthful look stood out, not necessarily that they found me attractive? But overall I'm glad I went, just to peer into the worlds of other people, though it makes me cry that I haven't and perhaps never know their happiness.
41-45, M
