I Try and I Try and I

I have some rage inside of me, and some of it put me down, but mostly made me fight. I try even when it's hard, even when I cry myself to sleep, when I know it's nothing I want. But I need. I'm high on self-preservation, and nicer to myself about it. I wouldn't treat someone else that way, why myself?

I know there's nothing else, I want others to make it too. I wish we could communicate, and not destroy.