I Try and I Try and I

It's just been a bad couple of days. I didn't even bother with an entry in regards of yesterdays events, nor do I wish to regarding how today was. I don't know how I'm gonna pull off tomorrow, find the will to get outta bed when my alarm goes off. I might even debate on going to school tomorrow (swipe the senioritis card?), but then I'd have to stay home and deal with...other things, so perhaps that's not the best of ideas. But it really doesn't matter, I know I'll just go on to school and proceed with my day like nothing's wrong (I'll just keep repeating the empowering term, "Suck it up, Buttercup".", like the last 2 days never occurred (Tho I can wish with all my might). In fact, can I erase the last 36 hours of my life? Cool? Cool.