I Want to Be a Hermit

I have to admit that I absolutely hate association with people. They are cruel and abusive in one way or other. Every single one of them. They either put me down or putting someone else down. They gripe or complain about one thing or other. The weather is to hot, the weather is to cold. Their negativity drains the life out of me when I have to be around them. I feel suffocated and just want to run from the negativity.

When I am alone I can think upon beautiful and loving things. I can think about all I love about the humans that I can't stand. I can see such positivity and beauty in everything. It feel refreshed and energized and overflowing with love when I am alone. I wish I could be alone with the positive feelings all the time. I think being a hermit would make the happiest person on earth.